Time for one more?

Waiting for Ray to come pick us up.. Heading to Sunny Bank for Dinner. This morning Bryan and I went to Cream Patisserie @ Coorparoo (http://www.creamstyle.com.au/products/pastries.php?page=products) for Food Hunt Number Three!! Nice little joint for breakfast. Had ricotta pancakes with blueberry sauce, a choc hazelnut torte and a Ghateau Concorde. It was heavenly, but so rich in chocolate i was so full so quickly.. Did not manage to finish the torte and the concorde... Damn!!! Got home.. had a nice little chat with friends.

It made me wonder.... why is it that human emotions can change faster than the weather. From joy, to anger, to understanding... Such emotions just came and went so quickly. Webcammed with Her for a long while.. Its the longest ever since i came to Australia. Goes to show how much we missed each other. I wish time would speed up a little. Bring me to graduation. Then back home my family. I miss them so much. Its funny though, now that at the end of my uni life, i miss my family more than anything. Even though i'm returning for good.

Spoke to a friend too. Boy was she suffering inside. I could feel the pain, the hurt. The silent screams echoing out for help... I wish I had the power to ease that pain. Read her blog and understood even more about what happened. Why do such people exist? Why does she have to suffer like that. Is R/S really a make or break thing? The joy one could feel, and the emptiness that sets in once its gone. I've been fortunate enough to not have to face it as yet. Still i feel for her. The emotional ride she is going through. Gosh... please be strong... Time heals all wounds. It always does. But you have to let it start the healing process too. It makes me wonder too. Do i deserve my special someone? What have i done to deserve her? We chat... we laugh.... we quarrel.. We did everything couples always do. Yet how did it stay strong? I've come to understand the importance of communication. Being on the right frequency. I'm glad we were always in sync with each other. I just wished others would too. Please.. I pray to GOD, to Lord Buddha, for my friend.... may she be strong again.